I never expected you to love me The way i loved you To have you near Was all I wanted Just to have you near

I am completely frustrated with the fact that my insurance I’ve been waiting for will not cover my preexisting conditions. Fuck me right?
I have to cancel my appointment AGAIN with Dr. V and live with the fact that I will be forever doomed.
I feel like dropping my long awaited insurance.

I wonder if I can go through anything else other than my works insurance to cover my preexisting conditions? Who knows? I feel like giving up. It’s exhausting being the only one on my side.

I’m sick and tired of coming to work knowing that $2 coming out of my pay check every day is going to nothing at all for me because there is nothing here to eat except veggie burgers. Don’t get me wrong, I was more than grateful to have veggie burgers brought in for myself...but after five or six months or so of eating them every single day, I am quite sick of them. Everyone else here gets to eat a different meal on the Chefs Special because they all eat meat. I feel like I’m being punished and singled out because I have a medical condition that I honestly can not eat meat or else it makes it so much more difficult for me. Yeah so what there are salads here to eat…not for me! I eat A LOT and a puny little salad isn’t going to fill me up. I don’t want to sound picky or snobby or whiney, but COME ON. All I am asking is you know throw in some pasta without meat sauce for once or something. This place is sucking the life-force out of me.

No one understands.

No one's out here and I was not followed. Love, love...you're already home. Party's over and you don't look so good.

i just saw an episode of my life as liz. i am obsessed. she is so awkward and amazing. i wish i could be her sidekick.

i am hoping i'm not getting tonsillitis AGAIN. poor me.

did you ever think about your music theory, what about my working at the first place we basically met theory?

to the bathroom confess your sins and sing some early morning hymns

i need to work on my sleep schedule! i feel like i will be forever doomed as a night owl.

p.s. hoping craig will for sure be down for his spring break, meaning i need to get into bikini body shape.

Slow it down, you have a tendency to rush back into your past. Slow it down, you transfer all your weight and disappear.

i saw youth in revolt last night with shayna, alex and derek. it was really funny and really weird. i love michael cera, everyone says he does the same roles, but i wouldn't want anyone else playing them.



IT SNOWED ON SATURDAY! IT SNOWED ON 1-09-10 IN FLORIDA! it was so cool! there was snow on my windshield and i drove it to my moms and autumn and our threw snowballs at each other :] i wish it would snow here more often, that was amazing!
i guess being from florida and only seeing snow a couple of times gets me really excited to actually see it here at my own home.
it was so nice seeing my aunt and uncle from georgia, we all went to uncle donalds for lunch.



c'est la vie

Do I have nothing good left to say? Do I need whiskey to start fueling my complaints? People love to drink their troubles away.

i went to see sherlock holmes with alex and shayna monday night. it was AMAZING, so much better than what i expected it to be!
we were sitting there through the movie so into it until not ten minutes left of the film and it shuts off. everyone was looking around asking what's going on put the movie back! my heart was going on the edge of my seat and it ruined the moment! it took them a while to get it back on and it skipped a couple scenes. we all got our money back plus a free ticket. so that's nice! everyone is talking about how amazing avatar is, but it doesn't really seem interesting to me. alex wants to see it so maybe i will just go with him with my free ticket.



my aunt joan and uncle jimmy are down from GA this weekend. i am going over to my moms tomorrow night to see them and hopefully going to my uncle donalds for lunch saturday with everyone.

i love getting on yahoo and finding new tips for healthy eating and exercise, ect.